You know you have a disordered mind when you start getting anxiety and upset over the fact that your roommate is puking, and you are jealous. Jealous that they are getting rid of something when you arent. This is how fucked up i am. Upset you almost start tearing up because you want to puke everything you havr ever eaten out of you but right now its just simply too late. Hi i have problems and really freaking disordered eating habits.